This post was edited for reasons I don't wish to say...lol.
Haven't really posted in a while but that's okay becuase nothing really fun goes on in my life. Right now I'm talking to Aaron (Sam's boyfriend...and my friend, :p, lol). ...And blah blah blah there was stuff here that I cut out...Today was a boring day because we had a snowday and it was too bad out to do anything or go anywhere.


Talking to a lot of people is hard while trying to blog so I'm ending this. Bye.

toocoolfor you.
12:53 PM
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Cheerleading season is officially over! I'ts so sad. Now I have to wait until next school year and thats all the way in September! We still have this bowling thing and our banquet, but no more cheering.
I went to the movies yesterday with Megan, Racquel and Catherine. Before Racquel and Catherine got there Megan and I just walked around for a little bit. These guys that were on a bench would stare at us each time we walked by. They were'nt really hott but like one was okay. They were like 17 or 18 or something at least and one time we walked by they were like "where you goin?" and then the other guy said "lookin good". It was so funny. We were going to go talk to them agter when Racquel and Catherine got there but we didn't. Sam was there with some church friends and her boyfriend. They held hands for the first time and it was so cute! They've been going out for 3 months tomorrow. Yeah there relationship's moving kinda slow but they are truley meant to be. They are so in love. lol.
After the movie I went to spend the night at Megan's house.
In the morning my Dad came to pick me up at 11:00 am and me, him and my mom went to Taft in Colonie to look for new furnature. They picked out this ugly color of leather but I'll have to get used to it I guess. I just watched Napolean Dynamite. That movie has no meaning what so ever. I loved it. ha ha.
I finally figured out how to use my webcam to take pictures! I'm happy about that. So, I made an online photo album at PictureTrial.com, http://www.picturetrail.com/cheeritup12078. Yeah those are my pictures. The graphics are kinda crappy scince I took pictures of pictures. lol But hey, it works.
I don't know why but I'm like really tired. I slept on the whole ride home from the furnature store. So, I'm going to bed.

toocoolfor you.
8:46 PM
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This is me!

toocoolfor you.
6:03 PM
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Thinking about getting my blog reveiwed, just to see how I would do. I think my blog is pretty cool. What do you think?

Played this one game with quarters with my dad a little while ago. It's pretty fun, I like that game. Aaron Muzzi and Mikey play it all the time in study hall.

I have a game in Glens Falls tomorrow. Whoo, all the way to Glens Falls. But, that's okay cuz I get to cheer and thats what I like doing. :-D
People give me dirty looks cuase' im a cheerleader. I'm not like a regular cheerleader whose all preppy and stuck up. Most of my squad isn't like that either. We aren't a normal team that you would think in like the movies or something. I mean we are still good but we just don't act like the way you think cheerleaders would act. No sterotyping to be done here!

I'm thinking of making a cast page so people will know who I'm talking about but it always takes forever and I never what to right about people.

Anyway I should go, getting tired and I need to get my rest for tomorrow's game.

toocoolfor you.
6:00 PM
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Today we had a snow day. I predicted that we would yesterday so I made plans with Autumn but as always they didn't work out becuase of the weather. I wished for a snow day, well I got it, a little too much of it.
So now I'm sitting here bored with nothing to do except for blog.

I called Kayleigh and she said she was hanging out with Amanda. She asked me what I was doing and I said watching tv. She said kick ass, I thought you were suppose to hang out with Autumn. I said yea I was but becuase of the stupid weather we couldn't do anything. She goes oh, can I call you back later? I said Sure, and that was that.
I would have liked to hang out with here but oh well. She always says she wants to hang out but when a chance comes around to hang out she turns it down or acts like she's already doing something. It doesn't make sense and it all makes me confused becuase there are two sides to her, the Kayleigh that wants to hang out with me and likes to be around me and talks to me like she luvs me or something at school and then there's the Kayleigh that only talks to me beucase there's nothing better to do. I seriously think she's just using me or something. I wish Kayleigh invited me, I could have actually had fun today. But whatever, I'll get over it.

Just got off the phone with Racquel and Josh. They're bored too. Had an interesting conversation with them though.

I changed and added some things here so, I hope you like them. Comments would be greatly appreciated. :-)

Anyway, I'll probably post later...If I don't well then I suppose you'll have to get over it.

toocoolfor you.
1:13 PM
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Wow, my life is so boring I have absolutly nothing to write about today.

Well, hmm.

I might get to go to the mall this weekend with my mom. Isn't that just so exciting.
I probably won't go, like always my plans always change becuase someone can't go anymore or they're too busy.

Yeah. I'm going to bed. Night.

toocoolfor you.
10:30 PM
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The name "inluvwithaboi26" really no longer explains me.
If only I could be. That won't happen too soon.

Today I really don't know what happened. Right now it's all just a blur. I can try to remember but I'm not sure I'll get much out.

A day in the life of me:

I walk into school, as always I walked to my locker and coat away. Then I walk to "A" lobby to see my friends like usual. Only they act different then they normaly do. They don't talk very much like they do in they're hyper ways.
I walk to first period. Boring.
Second's okay.
I walk to see Megan. I walk back for 3rd.
4th's English and we have to write this crap about Helan Keller. My teacher tells me I nedd to stay after school becuase I didn't finish my packet when I really did.
Then lunch. Where we talk about all the stupid things and Josh makes everyone laugh. It's obvious he likes Sam but he thinks that no one knows. Sam has a boyfriend though.
I walk to study hall before I go to the room I tell Jeremy Happy Birthday. Then study hall I ask the teacher why I have to stay after when I really did do the packet. She's a bitch about it. She hates me. She's crazy.
Art. The best period of the day. We start to mak our color wheels today. Carly gives me a dollar.
Then there's band. Another thing I suck at.
Finally the last period of the day math. One thing I'm good at even though I think it's boring. We learn about something I don't understand but yet I do.
School's over. I walk to English to stay after school till 2:50.
I go home and help my mom watch Trevor till practice.
I go to cheerleading practice. I get a silver star.
I go home, eat and write in my blog about how boring my life really is.

My dad wants to use the computer. I'll write more later. Sigh.

toocoolfor you.
4:19 PM
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Sigh...

My life was so simple back in eigth grade. I thought it was hard but it really wasn't compared to what my like is now.

Back in eighth grade it was all about having a boyfriend and holding hands.
Well, high school happened and now it's all about sex, getting drunk and drugs.

Hmm maybe I should explain. But I really can't.
You would'nt understand unless you were in my shoes. I could sit here and write an entire book on how everything's changed and nothing's alright. But, sadly you still wouldn't understand.
To quote a good song, "You might think I'm happy, but I'm not gunna be okay..."

I worry every night about what's happened to my life. My friend's have changed so much in only one year. Kayleigh and Megan just to name a couple. They just don't care anymore. No one cares. Sam cares. I care. But that doesn't count. They don't listen to us. Sam crys about it. They still don't care. No one ever will.

We even have talks to get everything off our mind. It doesn't work. It just makes it worse.

I say to myself I'll never be like them, I'll never do the things that they do. But how do I know that it's not all just a lie. Maybe my whole life is a lie. Who knows. No one does. Not even me.

I want eighth gade back. I want the innocence we had back.
But, there's no way to get it all back.

Megan says to Sam, I'll never do drugs, I'll never drink. I promise. Don't worry about it.
Megan changes.
Sam says to Megan, What happened to the promise?
Megan says, People change, get over it.

How can you really get over it?
There's no way.

Well people do change. For the worst.



In the end, no one cares.

toocoolfor you.
9:30 PM
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I'm so nervous about High School. What if I get lost or somthing? I know some of the high school but not all of it. But the bright side is; new clothes, new shoes, and getting to see my friends every day even if I don't think I have any of them in my classes.

So I guess Sarah is going back to the way she was.Paranoid about us talking about her. When we really don't. Seriously, we don't. (As in we I mean my friends) She's going back to that again it seems like. Just when I thought everything was going back to normal. Maybe it's that summer is ending. And that she has to see Megan again and everyone together at Girl Scouts. I don't know. We do pick on her, but not intentionaly... I mean we are really just kidding. No one else in the group has a real boyfriend except for Jordan but no one really knows her's. So I just guess it's a reason to kid around with her. It is funny but we don't mean to make her mad or anything. Everyone in the group gets picked on by everyone else. It's what friends do. Sure, we do it to her a little more but it's just becuase there's more of her to be picked on about, and I don't mean that in a bad way. We went to city hall the other day and Megan said somthing to her that may have mad her a little mad I guess. I don't know what it was but it made Sarah say, "Maybe I should't hang out with you guys anymore" and such. So what does Erin do? She makes It worse and turns around and says, "Okay!". She asked me while we were in the van why everyone hates her, I kinda forgot to say that no one does. But I said, "Because your boyfriend". And then she says, "Well then I'll just dump him". Hmm. Maybe I should have said somthing other then,"Okay"...

Well to get off that subject we won our second scrimmage and lost the first. That's okay, they don't count. I don't like having practice so early. I get so tired. Like right now, I should be in bed becuase I know I'll be so tired tomorrow. I should be getting used to getting up early though, you know for school. I don't know.

I'm thinking about changing my skin, even though everything I think is almost perfect, it's getting quite boring.

Kayleigh finally came over last night. We had liked tons of fun. Yeah.

I should really get to bed. I'm not that tired but like I said, I will be tomrrow if I don't. I probably won't post tomorrow because I'm going to Lauren's for the night. I haven't been to her house in forever. Any way, Bye.

toocoolfor you.
11:18 PM
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